When will I "get" it?
When will this decision to quit drinking become my lifestyle? When it gets difficult; the cravings begin, the thought's of wine-bliss begin, I just give in. I don't want to say no. It seems like too much work. In the end, I'm always sorry I said yes the to the addict voice.
I know many of you can relate to the internal battle. At what point does this actually stick? In my journal I have written on several days, that TODAY was a new day for me. No more wine. I talk about what I will do when faced with thoughts or temptations to drink, but I just don't seem to care in the end. I end up drinking wine and feeling lousy for it the next day.
How many last days does one have to have before they give up the drink for good?