Originally Posted by chicory

I often wondered if God showed me this to show me the future. How my son could end up just like that, and me, as worn and worried as my little friend has been for years. I dont want that for my son. why wont God give me the courage, to do what i must?
why do i only see in black and white, thinking that he will die if i dont help? i dont feel powerful or godlike, only responsible, i guess.