Hey Daisy! I am sure you look great = ) recovery is a lot to go through physically, emotionally, mentally, etc. You are likely just feeling a bit depressed and if your like me its hard to get out of especially early in recovery without having alcohol to help cope. Could be PAWS causing it (see link below) I have gained weight since quitting too and feel like it is just wrong that i have since i should have less calories without the booze! maybe our bodies just need some time to adjust. anyways i hope you feel better soon my friend. it will get better! :ghug3
Post-acute-withdrawal syndrome - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia