Update: I'm on a break from the riding lawn mower. I'm feeling really good and positive and I know I'm not going to choose to drink tonight. I'm really ready to move on in my life. And this was a much easier challenge than before when I first imagined that huge field being cut. I'm actually enjoying the riding lawn mower this time. Last time I did it half drunk at night and for the next two days with a hangover. How did I ever manage to operate like that? My body and brain must be so relieved it doesn't have to put up with alcohol anymore.
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