I'm new too!
Your're very young! I have done research for 3 years on this disease. I have seen all the pros and cons of AA and alternative methods. I have come to decide that I have no control of this "big ugly", and that I am willing to do what ever it takes to be who I was, when I was " O.K." I'm not an advocate. Just a thought! I'm not recovered, but I want to be, oh so much!