Bludawn,
I hope you'll do some reading in these links.
Regardless of illness, stress, blackouts, circumstances or whatever else, this is simply
not acceptable behaviour...and I hope you'll consider your safety and well being.
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...out-abuse.html http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...sed-woman.html
For the US:
National Domestic Violence Hotline:
1-800-799-7233
1-800-787-3224 (TTY For The Deaf)
By state:
http://www.letswrap.com/usadv/
(Click on your state for various hotline phone numbers and other information)
D