i started to drink as a rebelion against my non drinking very religious family.. the same reason I experimented with sex and smoked cigarettes.
When I moved far away... continued to do all 3..and added a few more dangerous activities ..Yes I was a thrill and pleasure seeking woman for 30 years...
I consider the final 5 years of my drinking ..I slid unaware into addiction. and was astounded to discover I simply could not quit drinking by wishing it away.
Drinking had turned me into a woman I detested...depressed and empty. It was a dark time in my life.
Then I read 'Under The Influence' byMilam &Kecham ..while not everything applied to me..a lot did and convinced me to quit.
I took that eye opening info...re connected to God and began working the AA Steps....I've not returned to drinking for 22 years.
thanks for letting me share part of my journey...
