I guess ill start at the beginning. I'm 27 a mother of 2 and 5 months pregnant. My husband is a great father and a pretty good husband. He works hard and helps me around the house. He has had a drug problem in the past before we were married. He actually got to the point of being away for a week and basically turning psycho. We broke up but then he got help and eventually we got back together. Its been over a year since that happened and he has been amazing. Yesterday he was acting weird and I mentioned that it seemed like he was high. Well of course he denied it but I knew the truth. He was cleaning and talking a lot and he had a problem performing. It was awkward. This morning I forgot something at home and came home and when I walked in he was watching porn which is not like him. Being pregnant and walking in to that is kinda devastating. Well I confronted him and he finally admitted he smoked meth. At this point I don't know what to do. He says he will get help but how many times is he gonna mess up and I don't want my kids around it. I wanna help him I'm just not sure I should. Is it smarter to walk away. I'm so hurt and I feel so unloved and so stupid.
do I stick by him and support him through this?