A good scare maybe all we need to stay on the bright side.
Bikeguy has a great idea to save a copy and take it out often -everytime you get a craving.
I hadn't had many or any dreams that I thought had any impact on my quitting -except the past two night. Very odd. After almost 5 months. One dream I was literally fighting my daughter but neither one of us could get a grip on the other, everything was a slo-mo swimming in jello feeling. There were 'bad guys' in my dream and I'm not sure if she was keeping me from 'heading back' or what? Can be scary.
I did alot of 'resting' in the early days. If I fell asleep that was fine, if not, that was fine, too. When I slept I 'really' slept. Our bodies need that to rejuvinate.
Wishing you peace and strength.