The Smell of Alcohol
I'm just shy of a year. There are a couple of guys 4 seats away drinking Corona's ...I can smell the beer from here r and its all I can do to keep from retching. Beer wasn't my DOC but when I drank I sometimes had corona's.
The same thing happens if I smell wine...which was my preferred beverage.
Even the memory of drinking makes me nauseous.
Am I very odd (in this aspect...I know I'm odd in general..lol).
The reason I wonder is because I did an exercise associating drinking with vomitting when I first got sober...I am curious if this is the result.
I'm glad in a way because I sure as hell don't want to drink...but I also want to ride the train without losing my cookies!
Thanks!