hmmm. yes.
*ponders*
yes. I see what you're saying. I was not immediately attracted either, but I was 'fending' him off, my RA is a very manly suit wearing power type, I tend to go for non threatening tshirt wearing slimbuilt guy who aren't necessarily 'men' in that sense of the word (childhood abuse issues of mine).
todays been a struggle. But Im getting through it.