Zanido - thanks for sharing, this is kind of more what I'm getting at, working through the intense physical feelings for the person, beyond the love ties. And similarly my person enacted an intensive trail of personal sharing, followed by time spent in each others company, followed by a tense buildup to intimacy which while shortlived was explosive and unforgettable. He also future promised, probably the most serious thing of all asking me to consider having children with him where I had earlier stated I wanted to have no more. What a set up. Im in a place where I cannot imagine being with another man again sexually if its not him, this is not good.
I feel for you as I work through my own similar situation, having not seen him for going on 2 months. I still have the hopes that you do, but Im doing some serious emotional housework trying to decide if its all in my head. I hope you also get the clarity you need, theres nothing worse than missing a person
