(((Cherry))) - I'm sorry for what you are going through, but am really glad you are seeking recovery for yourself.
You're perfectly welcome to post here, but there are a few other forums that may also help...adult children of alcoholics and the friends & family forums (one for loved ones of alcoholics, the other for those who love substance abusers)...there are a lot of people here who have/had addict parents. You are not alone.
I have no personal experience with this, though am a recovering addict and have loved ones who are addicts. I've found SR to be a big part of my recovery...both from crack (and other things I abused) and codependency.
Hugs and prayers,
Amy