made the call
Hi everyone. Well, in my previous post I wrote about how it's hard for me because in order for me to get alcohol all I have to do is call my husband who is a manager at a liquor store. Well, tonight after a HORRIBLE day, I made that call. He brought home a traveler of whiskey for me after lecturing me (which I deserve!) Anyway, I've been putting off drinking...the battle is strong in my head right now. I'm staring at the bottle but have yet to have a drink. I feel so much anxiety because I know I shouldn't yet I haven't felt this kind of craving in awhile.
Just wondering if anyone out there can give me some reminders. Logically, I am running through them all but the addiction part is pretty strong right now. Anything you have that could help me would be great.