I could always find a friend to compare myself to, or find one who'd tell me I didn't drink that much, going through a phase etc.
I literally had friends, good friends, tell me things like that when I was an all day everyday drinker, and had been for several years....
Only you can really decide where exactly you are, pigtails - noone else can really know the ins and outs of your life, or the ins and outs of the way you I or anyone else drinks - in the end it's what you believe that counts.
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