Hi - welcome to SR. I have only been here (and sober) a week. This community has been very supportive. I introduced myself with lots of stuff I had been carrying in embarrassment for a very long time. I found that there are not only no judgements here, there are a lot of people who have gone through and done some of the exact same things that I was embarrassed about! Feel free to open up. It's very freeing. Congrats on taking this step!