Originally Posted by
Kjell 
I say this all with kindness b/c I want you to get better, but if you keep fighting it and yourself, it just ain't gonna happen.
Honestly, I do not want to go against the grain, but I am just being honest. I don't need a resentment to drink. In fact, resentments are at the bottom of my barrel as an excuse to drink.
I want to get better, but I find myself at direct odds with A.A. over resentments and over the fact that a personal deity will intervene on my behalf.