I was terrified of leaving my life behind - I was a musician....drinking and partying was all I knew.
But it was literally killing me, and in more ways than the physical.
I took the leap - I figured it had to better than the hell my life had become.
It hasn't always been easy but it was the best decision of my life and I'll never regret it.
There's fun and joy and happiness and fulfillment to be had, Barbie - I just don't drink anymore
It does get easier - support helps.
There's a lot of that here - and a lot more available out there too besides AA if AA is a sticking point for some reason.
Here's a list of some of the main players
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...formation.html
Welcome to SR!
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