BF, you're doing so great! I totally agree with you and Soph. I look around at folks with years of sobriety, and it seems like a common theme is keeping recovery as a number 1 priority—more important than friends, work, even more important than momentary happiness (accepting bad times now and then as part of the price for a generally happy life—like being willing to be just plain bored on a Friday night, or dealing with stress rather than suppressing it with a drink).