Yay BF and Hooped!!!!!!
VC, so much of my life is not "together"...especially financially, trying to build a business, rebuild my relationship with my husband...I try everyday to keep putting it back together, make it right, and the only thing that has made a difference to start climbing out of the hole is being sober. It's hard. I want to give up. I want to throw in the towel. I'd like to say F it...grab a glass and "be back when I get my s*&^ together" but where will that get me? further in the hole, that's where. I want OUT. Alcohol is a big reason why I'm in the mess I'm in. Something had to change for me to turn things around, and I have to consciously think about why I am sober each and everyday.