Thank you guys so much for your support and replies. i guess i'm still clinging on to hope, and like you all have said, time will tell.
i really appreciate all the kind words and send out hugs and prayers to all, because i know that all of you are going through difficult times as well.
lightseeker,
i wanted to send out a special hug to you and let you know that you are in my prayers. stay strong and thank you so much.
love you all.