Another small step forward.
Just a little sharing. These last several weeks since I have moved out have been a real eye opener. I am much more comfortable in my recovery and while I still have occasional flare ups of anger they are nothing like what they were before.
What I have noticed now is still another change in my thinking. I don't feel like I am recovering from something any more. I feel like I am recovering my self. It's a subtle change but the best way to describe it is that I started off by turning away from the darkness and away from the hurt. Now I feel like I am turning towards the light and a new future. The direction of the change is the same but the motivations are different.
I feel like I am going through a subtle but powerful transformation.
I hope this doesn't sound to hokey.
Thanks for listening.
Your friend,