Frances, I am a writing freelancer too (part-time)! Congratulations on your new gig! One of the things I noticed in recovery is that I was able to negotiate in my interest much more effectively (less paranoia and anxiety, I guess) and I was also able to manage my work much more effectively, as you say, with calm instead of panic. And, I no longer have to worry about when the checks will come because I'm finally solvent also as a result of quitting! I'm glad to hear about your news and you are totally right about how much more manageable it will be!
Grateful yesterday was a gold star day. Grateful for Carol's comment about today being unique. Yes, that is a beautiful way to think about it. Grateful I got decent sleep and have energy to work today.