keep up my heavy drinking, after i put the kids to bed of course. i never drink in front of them.
Hey Pink - I was right there with you, drinking only after the kids were in bed. Never in front of them. But, I finally realized, my hangovers were "in front of them". My moodiness and weepiness was "in front of them". My depression was "in front of them". And finally, after I was sober a while and had to take one of them to the ER in the middle of the night, I realized that a DUI, an accident, a DEATH could have been "in front of them" or INCLUDED THEM.
Get help. Nothing will get better until you stop drinking and get some help.
Good luck!
Jomey