Drinking away the pain, my heart is broken?
I'm so depressed. severely depressed. My husband and I are fighting all the time. he has been being so mean to me. being so controlling. always critisizing me. i can't stand living with him any more. he is of know help to me any more. i can be the best wife ever, and its never good enough. i just feel like giving up. feeling so suicidal. every thing feels so hopeless. if it wasn't for my kids, i wouldn't have anything to live for. and because of the severe depression i keep having this i don't give a **** attidute, and keep up my heavy drinking, after i put the kids to bed of course. i never drink in front of them. every night i'm getting drunk, to try to ease my broken heart. i just can't stand this pain. i'm in so much pain. plz don't judge me.