I'm a lot less social now.
That worried me for a while but I came to realise it's genuinely who I am - it's part of the reason I started drinking in the first place - I felt this social imperative to be sociable.
I'm nearly 44 years old - I've walked through a helluva storm and made it out bigger and bigger...
I don't feel an imperative to be anything else but who I am now
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ps where are you VC?