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any harmful, depraved, or morbid condition, as of the mind or society: His fascination with executions is a disease."
That jumped out at me. Hahahaha.
Yeah, I'm a "dis" - i.e. NOT, at "Ease" kind of person unless I'm drinking OR working a program.
Working a program has yielded better results than drinking. Cleaner, smell better, healthier, and less deadly.
I remember saying to myself, I don't know what it is, I don't care, I got it and I'm glad there's a solution. I'll leave the science to scientists and recovery from alcoholism to the recovered alcoholics. It's been working for some time now I don't plan on changing it.