No need to apologize VC. We're all a bunch of drunks here.
That anticipation of drinking is a real build up huh?
Gets your brain and endorphins all excited and worked up as the 'moment' nears.
But when you finally do act and have that drink....it's one great big let down.
Like R&A says...you flew into the window?...be like that bird and get up and fly away.
Welcome back!