Good for you for not giving in, ipn........ I had some hard stuff to deal with right away in sobriety too, but when I read some of the stories around here, it reminded me to be grateful - things could have gotten a whole lot worse.
Infact, finding things to be grateful for helped me many times when all I could see was the negative. Life's a B, but you've stayed sober 22 days!
I hope things improve for you soon......