So, so, so, soooooo true! And WHY do I continue to drink?!?! I can't figure it out myself. What a disgusting/lovable substance alcohol is.....
I love the way it makes me feel. I sometimes think the only thing I have to look forward to is when I can drink again. How pathetic is that?? (especially since I am married to a wonderful man, I have THE most adorable 2year old around, I am financially secure, I am fit and attractive--everything is great on the outside but something is missing on the inside)
My dad was such a great dad to me. Plugged in, loving, attentive....and now he is wasting away.
Yet...I'm scared to quit drinking though. Can't imagine life without it because I love it so much. Plus, watching my dad detox. Why the heck would I want to go through that when everything right now is functioning fine. What the f*** is wrong with me????
(disclaimer--all things said above I can see right through and I have an answer for all of them. So why the heck do I still drink?)