Welcome Roadie I am a terrible bingedrinker as well. I dont really have any good advice. Otherwise that I think when you are terrible hungover and you are going through withdrawal symptoms it might be smart to just focus on getting through that. And when you feel better you have to deal with the havoc you have created. You are only human and you have a problem that you are dealing with.
I have also learned that people are pretty forgiving if you dont repeate your mistakes over and over again.
Good luck !