No program thought through, just something switched and said enough.
Weird because I can't explain where that came from, an accumulation of things maybe.
For the minute I am concentrating on ignoring it, trying not to think of it and just ploughing on with counting the days since I stopped which I am determined to make double numbers (as a start). I'm not doing well with the ignoring it part, it is occupying my mind a lot in various ways so i'm trying to keep busy.
Tomorrow (Sunday) will be hard, I usually cook dinner in the afternoons on Sunday, starts around 2pm...which normally is accompanied by the radio and a few beers....
Cooking is still on for tomorrow, radio too....