Thanks for sharing this story. Way to hang in there and keep a positive attitude.
Originally Posted by
LosingmyMisery 
When those fell through, I started to get that panicky feeling, but clung to hope and faith.
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I remember having that "panicky" feeling all day every day for years during my addiction. I really don't know how I lived like that for so long. I'm so glad that we now have "hope and faith" to cling to these days!