i have used alot of things, never painkillers but i know the feeling of feeling alone. lost, frustrated, scared, sad................bobbie this is your first step to help. alll of these people are just like you and me, strong! WE ARE STRONG OR WE WOULDNT BE HERE! some of us just dont know our strength yet, (i am just finding mine) my strength comes from coming home and instead of using the last 2 days, writing my feelings, and reading others feelings. it calms me to know that there are all these people who are strangers but they really arent. they are your friends, sent to you to save you. be strong, know what you have to live for, you are worth it.
love angelwings