Originally Posted by
darknezz 
but alcoholics who chose to responsibly drink should though. i am a certified alc, 12-18 beers a night every night. i was obviously over-doing it and had to dry out. now i am just beginning my own form of recovery and who knows in a year or so could be a part of the choir. but for now i realize i was abusing something and if i want to continue to enjoy beer i need to not abuse it. so now im not.
i see so far there are others who tried what i am now trying but everyone failed. not looking too good for me, YIKES!
If it is true that you are an alcoholic as you say, then you
are getting support right now. Those of use who realized we were drinking too much -- abusing it -- and tried to moderate or control it, have experience to share with you. We are trying to prevent you the from going through needless pain and h3ll we went through doing exactly what you are doing now. That is support; it just may not be what you want or hope to hear.