Back at square one.
Oh boy, I have well and truly stuffed up this time. I was so happy yesterday, I'd been to the gym and was buzzing. Goodness knows why, but I deliberately went back out to the shops (made some excuse to my hubby as to why I needed to go) to get some wine and guzzled it on my own while I was preparing dinner. My Husband found out and went out with the kids for a few hours. He's now told me that he's had enough. He loves me, but can't live like this anymore and he's left me. I am totally gutted. I've made an appointment with the Drugs & Alcohol services, but it's not until 2nd June.
I really want to get and stay sober.
Rachel