I agree with Dee on this one too.
Sleepie i read your threads but rarely respond....you always portray yourself as a victim...but in reality you are a very strong person to keep persevering.
Not everyone in the universe is out to "get you".
but continuing to drink the same beverage that you so agonized over and made 2 threads about, when you now KNOW it has booze in it...might be a trigger for a craving.