Lipitor, I can see by your words that you get it. I sometimes think that after a lifetime of drinking we lose touch with who we are. All the feelings and emotions that we blocked out with alcohol come pouring in.
I don't have any children but I can only assume that a completely sober father is a new experience to them the same as it is new for you. They're probably so used to the old you that it will take time to adjust. Just be greatful for all that you have. Stay strong Lipitor.
By the way it's 7:30 AM Sat. here in PA. USA, you guys are way ahead of the game!