Yeah something must be in the air (friday the 13th!). I plan to just get my emotions out and usually I have lots of clarity afterwards. Like I have to purge things.
I tried to think of 3 good things that happened today. It was a beautiful sunny day today. My son had a good day. I bought mexican churros for dessert
My closest friends all have things going on in their lives; one is out of town, the other is dealing with family issues, those are the two best friends who are there for me, they've not been around as long as the RABF has been away so it is like a lot of people I felt close to aren't here.
As for the RABF, I feel forgotten. Maybe that is extreme thinking but it is just how I feel and it sucks
You are all invited to my pity party. I will put out snacks.