PinkRoses, it's the start of something good!! This may sound awful to you right now, but I think you are really lucky you can have a year of rehab. I have a drug addict in my family and it is VERY very hard to get into residential treatment. Even with insurance, they stop paying within two weeks. And beds are hard to come by.
If you have a place to go, it's a blessing. Consider it time for YOU!! And give yourself two weeks to adjust to the change. (That's my motto about everything in general.)
I hope all goes well for you and you work your way back to the life you want!
