You have come to the right place 1UD. I have been with SR a little bit over a month. I have not been perfect, but I have learned so much about what I need to do to recover from my alcohol dependency. It's very, very simple. Keep going. It gets better. Every hour it gets better.
You'll see. You will want to cry soon because the support here is so amazing. It's a whole different feeling and you can have it!