How did this happen???
It's starts today. I will remember going to bed, I will love myself, I will stop the madness that is alcohol and now I have to get over my terrified mind about going to my first meeting tonight. I'm so scared and tears keep welling up here at work!
I hate that I'm in the situation I am and I regret behaving so badly around my son and husband they deserve better. I need to cry so badly right now but I can't.
I seriously need some encouragement here. I'm a mess.