Aww, sweetteewalls....
I wish I could send young big hug. Hang in there. It hurts, don't deny yourself feeling it... Walk through it and let it push you to grow. You are stronger than you realize.
One step at a time... Keep taking care of you. I'm glad you're going to dinner with a friend!! Time for love and laughs with someone who cares about you!!
Treat yourself to a big fat dessert!!!
Happy Mothers Day to you, sweetie!!