Abusing Antabuse
Antabuse seems like most treatments: it is good for some, but not for everyone. It has been sold to me as a great way to not even have the option of drinking. Hopefully during this time I will clear my head. If doesn't work for me doesn't mean it can't work for someone else. Everyone is unique beyond recovery.
I started it today. There is a lot of info out there about it (works by blocking the enzyme in the liver needed to breakdown alcohol, etc). I've studied anatomy and physiology and pharmaceuticals (ha! no I hate pills, but have learned for my profession) so if anyone has questions I can try to answer.
Wish me luck!