I've been in a meeting where at least 80% of the people there were on Antabuse. One thing I noticed was their bitterness at medically not being able to drink. All of them said they would if they could (and some had tried to drink, despite taking the Antabuse that morning). The overwhelming feeling I got was that they were totally screwed up about having to take it, and they all had low self esteem and a negative view on life. I don't know about you, but that's not freedom, is it?