Originally Posted by Lipitor

Hello my friends on SR.

My partner has left me tonight ...because I DONT DRINK

She said ."Im a little serious", "Im quite interested in being right and proper"

"Im , a faker. The lack of alcohol is fake, you just need to chill and live in the real world"

At the moment , I would love to drive to the bottle shop .

It is my coping mechanism

It has been for 28 years

Why would a girl leave me , when I cooked dinner, placed candles, made sure she was fine, put her favourite music on , (mozart mass in c minor), listened to her stuff about how hard work was for her, made her a coffee,
all the stuff nice decent sober men do.

Why the **** would she terminate our relationship because I am NOT drinking.

?????



This is the most perplexing thing I have had to deal with .


What???
I have to start again ???


****

bugger
bugger
bugger

I want to buy booze.

IM not going to .

Im going to have a hot shower, try to realise that this is not my stuff , and .
Sleep


Thanks to all my friends on SR who have helped me . This is awful

****.

I need to look after myself

I will do that

Strength is something I dont have.

I just dont want to drink anymore.

Kind regards

thanks all of you for reading

L