partner leaving because I DONT DRINK
Hello my friends on SR.
My partner has left me tonight ...because I DONT DRINK
She said ."Im a little serious", "Im quite interested in being right and proper"
"Im , a faker. The lack of alcohol is fake, you just need to chill and live in the real world"
At the moment , I would love to drive to the bottle shop .
It is my coping mechanism
It has been for 28 years
Why would a girl leave me , when I cooked dinner, placed candles, made sure she was fine, put her favourite music on , (mozart mass in c minor), listened to her stuff about how hard work was for her, made her a coffee,
all the stuff nice decent sober men do.
Why the **** would she terminate our relationship because I am NOT drinking.
?????
This is the most perplexing thing I have had to deal with .
What???
I have to start again ???
****
bugger
bugger
bugger
I want to buy booze.
IM not going to .
Im going to have a hot shower, try to realise that this is not my stuff , and .
Sleep
Thanks to all my friends on SR who have helped me . This is awful
****.
I need to look after myself
I will do that
Strength is something I dont have.
I just dont want to drink anymore.
Kind regards
thanks all of you for reading
L