alcohol in the house
in order to get my s/o's brother to come over and fix the car, Jamie had to buy a 12 pack of beer (didn't sell it in 6 packs). He won't show up without it, and we can't afford to have the car fixed.
I'm feeling minorly uncomfortable, wondering how I'm going to feel when the morning comes and I'm wanting to go back to sleep. Thats what I used alcohol for....... to pass out and not have to deal with any aspect of life.
Not going to drink it, but feel a bit funky.
Sigh.