Originally Posted by
Zencat 
Not knowing what you know, keeps a lot of people in active addiction. Too many times do I see people unaware of their actions, mindlessly repeating the same ole same ole. Having no clue at what one is doing, keeping one in the dark and destitute.
Thank you ...It seems logical to me that ..."If someone cuts me off in traffic. I would like to knee the ******* in the balls "......A first thought.
The second thought is ..." It is just traffic, **** happens, be patient, hang in , dont worry so much , Im lucky I can drive a car and not have to walk"
I realised this one night when I got home...
And then , I realised that normally , I react to the "first thought" When alcohol is involved..
Get rid of anxiety at all costs....
It is not right to feel bad
I should feel good all the time
Why me
Those last 4 lines are waffle. Who do I think I am that I should not feel the normal range of emotions that a human being feels. ????
I dont to AA . I cant get it .
I do , however , believe that , We are all ...ILL say it again .
IM SO MUCH STRONGER THAN I EVER BELIEVED>
All I had to do , was take it out for a test drive.
It seems to work.
Thanks for your kind sentiment
L