You just had a bucket of anger and he put in one too many drops.....so you unloaded it. We put up with so much ca ca but we are human. We know better we do better. At least in recovery we learn where those resentments can take us. Addicts/alcoholics lose their ability to feel guilt and remorse and it pisses us off. Or for me it pissed me off. I lost it a couple of times. Progress over perfection.